"Ugh."

I'm exhausted. Physically, mentally, spiritually.

Today, I have been studying since 2 pm. It is now 3:25 AM and I have a list of sources due for a major paper at 10 AM. I have ten sources. I need at least 15, and really should go up to 20 or so. My topic is "Under what circumstances should state's use economic sanctions against rogue states?" Not exactly something I can BS, especially since it is a literature review. I also have a PoliSci quiz to study for.

I'm pissed off because I spent hours today working on a direct for Mock Trial, yet I am still not a lawyer. I am a witness who has just done 80% of the work that my lawyer should have done, except he hasn't been to the last two meetings and just waltzes in there without doing anything. Yet he's a lawyer. Bull Shit.

My head is pounding. My lower back hurts. And I lost my contacts, so I'm forced to wear glasses. Which I hate.

I'm not doing well in Spanish. And that's killing me.

Last night, I had to deal with a ridiculous convocation with a psycho preacher who thinks Tyler Clementi killed himself because he was overwhelmed with guilt, not because he was being tortured by 'christians' and closed-minded assholes.

I have a huge crush on this adorable, wonderful guy. Who, I think, has a thing for the cute, petite blonde. Ugh.

I won't be sleeping tonight. I will be skipping my 11 o'clock class, Spanish, and going to sleep for the whole day.

There's not enough hours in the day.

Why do I need to sleep so badly? I know kids who go for days with only a few hours of sleep, and look and feel fine. Jealousy...