Lazy Sundays and Crushes

So.... I have a crush. For the first time in... a long time. Like, full on giddy, facebook stalking crush. And I love it! So here's my top reasons why crushing on a guy is awesome.

1. That gidddy, butterflies in your stomach feeling when he smiles at you.

2. Secretly hoping that you'll run into him no matter where you are. Or Facebook stalking him so you KNOW that you'll run into him.

3. The first moment when you realize that you have a crush on him.

4. How your heart does a flippy flop every time he hugs you or touches you.

5. When he comments on a Facebook post or photo of you.

6. When he pays special attention to you, even when there's other stuff you assumed he'd rather be doing.

But, alas, not all can be good. So here's the worst parts ab

out having a crush.

1. When your Facebook stalking and have that

moment of "OMG why is he talking to her?!"

2. When you wonder if your bugging him if you text him.

3. That whole, "I won't see him for a while, but I don't technically have a right to be sad about that!"

4. When you realize that he likes someone else. (Which doesn't always happen, but when it does, it sucks.)

So yea. That's what I've spent most of this lazy Sunday thinking about. Now I have to face reality, and study Political Science. After all, that is my major. I should work harder on it than anything else! Otherwise I'll never make it to Columbia.

When I did a Google Image search for Columbia Law school, I found this:

WTF?!

Which then got me thinking about how wordy this post his. So here's some photos, courtesy of weheartit.com

Eisley is my favorite band. And I will be seeing them for the third time this Tuesday! YES!

Yum :)

I just re-read the first book. And now I'm a little bit obsessed ;)

Yes, please.

This ridiculously amazing concoction that my friend came up with: hot chocolate + a bit of instant coffee= food heaven!

I CANNOT wait to see this band in concert! Nashville, October 30! So soon!

And, finally, my desk. Post-its, the Lee Clarion, blogging, Facebook notifications, and coffee :)

"Ugh."

I'm exhausted. Physically, mentally, spiritually.

Today, I have been studying since 2 pm. It is now 3:25 AM and I have a list of sources due for a major paper at 10 AM. I have ten sources. I need at least 15, and really should go up to 20 or so. My topic is "Under what circumstances should state's use economic sanctions against rogue states?" Not exactly something I can BS, especially since it is a literature review. I also have a PoliSci quiz to study for.

I'm pissed off because I spent hours today working on a direct for Mock Trial, yet I am still not a lawyer. I am a witness who has just done 80% of the work that my lawyer should have done, except he hasn't been to the last two meetings and just waltzes in there without doing anything. Yet he's a lawyer. Bull Shit.

My head is pounding. My lower back hurts. And I lost my contacts, so I'm forced to wear glasses. Which I hate.

I'm not doing well in Spanish. And that's killing me.

Last night, I had to deal with a ridiculous convocation with a psycho preacher who thinks Tyler Clementi killed himself because he was overwhelmed with guilt, not because he was being tortured by 'christians' and closed-minded assholes.

I have a huge crush on this adorable, wonderful guy. Who, I think, has a thing for the cute, petite blonde. Ugh.

I won't be sleeping tonight. I will be skipping my 11 o'clock class, Spanish, and going to sleep for the whole day.

There's not enough hours in the day.

Why do I need to sleep so badly? I know kids who go for days with only a few hours of sleep, and look and feel fine. Jealousy...

Memorializing.....

So, I've decided that I really need to stop being lazy and start memorializing my college years. I mean, they are such a unique time! When else will I live in a place that is solely made of young people and learning? So here are some photos from the past week. It was very interesting....

This is Ty. Yes, that is a fake fetus on a string. I doubt Lee will be using this as an advertisement for the Kairos Honor Society.

This is Tyler. He's super intellectual, and the sweetest guy ever.

This is Jordan. He is.... sarcastic. And hilarious.

This is Natalie. She is one of the sweetest, most beautiful people ever. She should have been born in the Victorian age.

This is Abby. She is my musical soul mate.

Me, Paige, Bekah. I have known Bekah for almost six years and she is my bestie. Paige plays rugby and should be a therapist.

This is Diff. He's my peer leader, my friend, and tries really hard to give me advice. He's hilarious and sweet and sincere.

This is Samson (the dog). He's the sweetest dog ever. And I don't even know his owners name.

This is Hanna. She's super fashionable in that whole "I just threw this on" kinda way.

Fin. (for now)